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when everything loses meaning

Fri Nov 25, 2005, 7:22 PM
through stress and miscommunication, things start to fall apart at the seams. why is it that as soon as i go to do something, it begins to lose the feelings it used to bring? why am i not genuinely happy when i always am, or more importantly when i should be? now would be the worst time to crumble, but it's already happened.

ever wish you didn't trust someone? ever wish you could take it back? ever wish you could bring yourself to actually tell them exactly how you feel? i do, and i do, but i can't. she just doesn't understand that coincidences don't happen that way, and i'm not stupid, but i can't say anything. i never do. why is it that my friends always win in battles against me? it's not fair when you can't say no. and it hurts when she doesn't realize what she's putting me through.

sometimes i feel as if those closest to me don't even have an inkling as to who i really am. example: my best friend of years and years. dear friend, where are you when i need you most? where do you hide away? i need a hide away. signed, sincerely me. i need a new best friend. any takers?

it's better to dream, to drift, to fade out ... to be invincible. it sucks to be anything but. it's all too real for me. will i ever make it out? long story short (too late): i need a serious vacation from reality.

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:icontygergurl:
u better read this!!!! PLEASE

DO NOT SEND THIS BACK TO THE PERSON THAT SENT YOU IT!!! [not a good idea]

DO THIS ITS SOO FREAKY


here just do it


most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I received this letter
from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and within a week,
everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,

this

really

works!!!!



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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!




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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and say it to
your self 6 times!!




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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!



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4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that 1special
person and say it to your self 12 times!!!


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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as you scroll down
focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but that wish.


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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.


After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and what you
wished for will come true within in one week!


u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!















Keep going

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Keep going


















Keep

going













!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance. Now pay very
close attention to this important message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda chain letters
that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1864 and if you break this
chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing these stories.


First Example:

Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she got this same
chain letter. She had a crush on the same kid since kindergarden. when she got
this mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just thought, no big deal. And
deleted it. The next day her dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If
she would have sent the letter none of that would have happened and her mom
would be alive.



Second Example:

Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd. Had glasses, was short and
chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd grade.
The next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out, and of
course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.



Third Example:

Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked. Listen to this.
A kid named Jordan Johnson was just getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a
quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he
had mail from his friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a
smart kid and he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled
a few friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him Nintendo64
and play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit!
Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the next day
his secret crush asked him out, and they have been going out ever since.


Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats only me.
We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go out withthat special
somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you send this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... forever!!!!!


10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend...... ONLY!!!!!


15 people- your crush will say they like you


20 people- your crush will ask you out!


25 people- your crush will kiss you!!


30 people - Your crush will have sex with you


35 people or more- All of the above!!

REPOST AS ....
OMG .....
YOULL NEVER GUESS WHAT
READ THIS
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:nod: Quiters never win
:nod: Winners never quit
:pointandlaugh: But someone who never wins and never quits is and idiot

And now a message from Confucius..
"war does not determine who is right, war determines who is left"
see?->:ninjabattle:

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"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." ~Eleanor Roosevelt

:music: + :bookdiva:= :heart:

"I may disapprove of what you say but I will fight to the death for your right to say it" ~Voltaire
:iconclosingthedoor:
Hey moron. Same same. We really must talk sometime on AIM (xHeartsCanBreak). We must catch up! Yeah, and stuff. So, whenever you get the chance.
- RaE

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People say...love is a myth?
How can you tell me that I am imagining these feelings?
Am I crazy?
Am I insane?
Or are you wrapped up in bitter pain?
:icondaylightbombings:
thanks. they're meant to be small. they're 100x100 avatars. and they're all arrested development so far because i'm starting a new account and that's all i have uploaded so far.
:iconroafus:
I like your gallery but why are they so small?
And why are they all about arrested devolpment (not that they shouldn't be)?

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"If you do a good painting, it should look the same whether it's on the wall of a museum or if it's on the wall of your toilet."
- Lordi
"Someone am please passing Bizarro the chutney!"
- Bizarro

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